Friday, March 11, 2005.

no One would ever understand y this jeanne is always in a bad mood recently.. no choice.. i m juz like this.. i was super upset by my dad's words yesterday...he said:"hu ask u not to work hard," when we were like toking about the results of my A levels... i swear i did work for my A levels perhaps not as hard as many of them... does this means tat i deserve this kinda comments? this kinda hurting comments... i cried. i bet many would b upset by such words... i knew deep inside my dad, he felt tat i m such a big disppointment and coz i m lazy so i din perform well... so i deserve it? i guess i did izit? *sAdz* i had to say this but does results matters so much? does it mean tat when u get all "A"s this time round and get into the course u wan, u will get high pay? gd job? great career prospect? i doubt so... this is esp true after i worked... perhaps the onli thing about gd results is greater sense of achievement and more choices opened for u... n i juz hate the system of getting places in uni.. y cant they set deadlines for ppl hu get great results to reject the rest of the option so tat more ppl on the waiting list can be enrolled into the course they wished to major in? by telling those awaiting ppl at the very last min would make them panick and prepare like shit.. after so many yrs, y din anyone voice out? izit coz everyone is getting gd results? this is simply torturing coz i m definitely one of those hu will b on the waiting list coz of my damn results... *groaNz* rite now, i can onli pray damn hard to b accepted to uni... Haiz~!!! all in all, i juz dislike the way government work esp after hearing so much fr my manager about the outsourcing prob.. for those hu dunno wat it means by outsource... it is scary coz many of us will face tat when we come out to work later on.. no more job prospect... *scAred*

Life is scary.. though it mite be colourful at times... but onli thru tat did i learn to live by lots of unhappiness... i now begin to like my life in my working pl more.. i like my manager and my colleagues.. eg. Ms Chow, Yvonne auntie, Selena auntie, Jac ... all these r great.. yvonne had great sense of responsibility and stand up for me, selena got those kinda humurous side of her, jac and ms chow is helpful.. my manager is quite cute too esp when today she was peeping at the confidential documents of those HODs who she dun really like and laughing at the report about their hobbies...she is kinda cute in her own way.. she now begin to tok to me more.. haHa~ *sMilez* i was almost in trouble juz now coz of that stupid auntie mazanah.. she wanted to hai me.. luckily yvonne saved me... *pHew*

the feeLing of mixed up is horrible.. i m stucked! i din noe wat to do... to tell or not? fr my experience is better not coz it will cause loads of unnecessary trouble to many... haz~!!!!!!

{ 3/11/2005 07:14:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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