Monday, March 21, 2005.

i NEed a breaK!!! this stupid blog.. i juz use up all my emotion juz now to type then suddenly page cannot display.. aRgh!!! *irritated* haVe been really bz past one week or so.. sLpt from 9-9 on last sat to sun morNing... *yaWnz* went out wif the canoeists on last fri coz i organised it lor.. bOogeyman.. this show sucks la.. wat kinda storyline and ending.. wast money.. sorrY peppZ.. i shouldnt choose this movie.. but was by majority... "-_-... then later after tat we walked from PS to far east plaza and guessed wat we do after tat.. went home after walking for so long.. we should haf settle down to chit-chat.. very long nv chat wif the guyz.. tat fri was horribly rush day for me.. had to rush to work even though i took off coz jac called to say tat my documents were missing.. oh gOsh!! had to go back n find.. guess where i found it.. in the recycle bin coz ms chow had mistaken then documents as rough paper.. haHa!!! it does really look like one then after tat i keep searching high and low coz i told mdm phua handed me the binded book but in the end i found out she din.. haha.. dUmb rite??? very forgetful recently.. always can't remember things... too many things occupying my brain...

went back to see my juniors' canoe competition and brought me back to my gd old days when i trained so hard and fought so hard for every race wif my team mates.. it is surely an experience to remember... i missed the days!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i m stressed working even more stressed at home.. there r simply too much probs happening at home.. i cant act like as though i din noe anything coz i noe everything.. there is no one to share my troubles perhaps my bro but everything is not within his limit.. i noe it is hard on him as well.. family probs r hard to solve and i m trying to live by it.. unfortunately.. i aint tat kinda person.. i m feeling horrible at home.. the kinda pressure is suffocating me.. i m juz a 19 yrs old young adult.. n it seems tat i had to withstand some stuff way beyond my age.. hu is there to gif me some help and learn me a crying shoulders when i really needed one.. i dare to say no.. coz everyone had their own probs.. perhaps theirs arent as bad as mine.. god save me!!!!! i juz dunno if i m feeling the way i m supposed to feel.. i juz kinda miss u.. i wanted to let u noe but i din dare to coz i m afraid of falling again.. i juz cant get myself into all these trouble now coz i dun haf anymore capacity to hold those pain...

pS: my sunflower is growing... it is gettIng taller each day.. :)

{ 3/21/2005 07:30:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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