Saturday, May 28, 2005.

weNt out wif Shu Juan todAy n had a long chaT wif waI ting.. i missed those gd old days when we can gossip so much.. now.. though we r still gd frenz.. the topics r no longer tat similar due to the different job environment n jc frenz.. it is kinda sad but still.. i do appreciate their company n the little secrets we share wif each other..
Juz fOUnd out tat i had loads of blue black from the camp n it onli surface today.. no wonder i felt so much pain.. "-_-.. n the stupid mosquito bites r all over me.. *sOb sOb*
i haD a super mixed feeling right now.. i felt lost.. lost in the world.. the world of UnI decision.. i still waiting for NTU's letter... i really hope i can get them.. i dun wan my parents to carry such a big burden by sending me to SIM coz the course r much more expensive.. it is all my fault.. hu ask me not to study hard enuff.. no one else to blame except myself.. i deserve it!!!!!!!! *haIz* i m getting so scare now.. scare of ending up nowhere coz i had to gif SIM the decision next mon.. but i still cant get my mind of NTU.. wHy!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m trapped.. everyone else is like in the dilemma to go which UNI.. NTU or NUS.. but me? still hoping for NTU letter.. how i wish i can b in their position.. at least.. i haf a place in uni... suCkz rite.. life is juz so cruel.. u haf to go thru pain n rejection.. arGh!! gif me a break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{ 5/28/2005 11:17:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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thanks.

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