Thursday, August 11, 2005.

weLL.. i m feeling ficking horrible today.. walking on clouds n seeing the world spinning and feeling as though the whole stomach & internal organs at my chest there is gonna come out from my mouth anytime... sOUnds as though i m seriously sick.. ya! i m having a terrible hangover i guessed!! yesterday was the 1ST time i ever got really tipsy... nt to say absolutely drunk.. but almost!! i cant walk str, i feel the world spinning, i juz wanna sit down n close my eyes, i cant sit up str and the WORST of all.. is tat i feel like puking.. but i dun haf anything to puke except for the drinks.. i nv wanna get drunk again although u can really feel high!!!! i was talking to sin guan with my eyes closed! i din bathe neither did i removed my make-up n i juz pengz on my bed!!! i was walking zig zag!! Emily is flying off to UK next mon so we went together to phuture for the ladies nite wif her.. Me, Geri, Erica, Emily, Zalia & Mas... i drank about 7-8 glasses of vodka.. so tat's y i was tipsy... i juz hated this feeling.. now tt i've noe the real feeling of getting hangover n drunk.. i will control next time.. n i gonna reduced the amt of alcohol in-take... i m getting out of hand... "-_-
Now tat i've been thru it.. i felt super silly n useless.. i juz cant forget n let the whole matter past.. i juz keep thinking.. i cant control the feelings and i juz felt rather helpless.. i din noe wat exactly will be outcome but i hope to get this over fast! this is my 1st time n i dunno to b sad or wat.. i m in total whirl and i wished to turn back time n nt let this thing happen.. meanwHile, my dearest readers!! pls dun think dirty ok.. haha.. not sex ok!!
i miss you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE PING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

{ 8/11/2005 02:47:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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