Friday, August 19, 2005.

TirEd!! woRn out!! ZzzzZZzz... have been damn busy this whole.. perhaps coz emily isnt here to help n furthermore, anDy had set targets for the telesales ppl to meet so they keep bombing me with stupid info packs... haf like 20+++ to send everyday.. i m not even fast enuff to make the info packs.. *sweAt*
Wed, Geri me lYnn maYa n eriCa went to this theatre pub at orchard towers 2.. named gold dust.. kumar was performing there.. i really enjoy myself there coz the show was so good.. funny.. laugh thruout the whole show.. almost had stomache cramp due to laughing... haHa.. after tat geri made all of us go to bedroom at circular road to find aNdy with her.. n andy gave us 20 bucks to take cab home.. kinda pai seh coz everytime i go out with them or take cab with fauziah they all.. they dun let me pay the bill or pay my share of cab fare.. muz try to avoid tat.. juz feel really ps about it... i m getting really pissed wif ppl in office at times.. esp today... i was so fucking pissed with taferina who is an independent agent attached to our company.. she is fucking idiotic ok.. always smiling around.. think her smile is so cool ar! she brought in a client without informing me n i was so shocked to go into the conference room seeing the clients inside.. wth! *pissED* n at the same time i was rather unhappy with ericA as well.. she works in the company for so long, she should noe wat r the correct procedures.. the telesales r irritating me as well.. lynn was demanding me to help her call her client to cfm if he is coming down for presentation tml morning.. knnb.. i only receive orders from Geri ok! u dun pay me.. we all r the same coz we work for the company as stuff.. n nutting more!!! they think tat they r busy onli.. n wtf i m oso busy doing info packs to send for u guys rite.. cb.. juz feeling really fiery noW! *volCaNo eruPtion* u guys only nid to talk n write ok! the poor me had to carry all the info packs to send!!! argHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! theY r stepping on a fiery ger.. they juz had nt seen my temper.. dun force me to scream back at u guyz...
feeLing rather moody yesterday at work.. i dunno y.. i m kinda tired of working.. n the joke is i haf only been working for 8 mths.. god! i cant forsee next time i gonna work for 20-30yrs? or even longer.. kaOz... it is like not in terms of physically tired but more of mentally tired... i m kinda sick of smiling everyday to ppl... putting up a smile even though i m in bad mood... but most of the time, only when u smile ur mood will be better... i oso dunno y i suddenly feel moody.. i juz understand something since wed nite.. u would feel least affected when the situation happends to u with someone u dun even really noe well or haf feelings for.. i guessed this is y i was so affected by him tat time... right now.. i juz hope i can stop living a life which is so messed up!
4days down.

{ 8/19/2005 04:57:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

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