Thursday, June 21, 2007.

hello everyboDy!!!
I know everyone has been anticipating me writing about my party celebration but i tot it is not worth to mention too much coz i din feel damn happy in fact the very moment after the party, i felt sad coz of all the little incidents happening... curry and beehon lost their way!! haha.. coz my aunt lost her bloody way for almost an hour!!!! lousy driver leh... my dad nagging at me for not asking my dear bf to pick up the curry... how would i noe my aunt can lost her way for a god damn 1 hr... sighz.. plus the food isn enough so the last 2-3 batches of ppl had to eat whatever is available... and i found out the next day that the bloody caterer forgotten one dish!!!! bleah.. however, i was very happy having my frenz almost all present at my party... oh.. one interesting thing happening, my dad challenged my colleagues and bosses to drink with him coz he was so high already.. think he finished up half a bottle of cordan bleu (oops.. i think wrong spelling...) i gotta thank the hot babe Weijia who initiated to help me here and there to get the food nicely placed on the plates and the rest of the gals who helped me... sj,hw,wt,fio,lj,hl,liz....etc... i m fortunate to have such great frenz around...here, i must thank all my frenz for turning up and sorry for not being able to spend loads of time with you guys... i love the pressie and my wish came true coz i got the most lovely birthday card from my S3A girls and pretty pink ipod from my pigs + canoeists, there were many lovely necklace bracelet and accessories... hehe.. well, i should say the party wasnt too bad but spectacular with the no. of ppl singing birthday song for me... I M OFFICIALLY 21+... *bLeaH*
(pictures coming soon!! stay tuned... hehe)
Somehow i m getting so lazy... lazy to exercise and i m turning into a big fat pig.. i gained 4kg with my bf for the past 5mths with him.. argh.. other then eat is still eat and we dun exercise.. i m hating myself for the ugly piece of fat standin in front of the mirror... work is pathetic.. i m actually so free that i felt so helpless and just on my birthday week, they mass terminated a group of ppl inclusive of admin ppl... sad.. many of my frenz are gone for good and bad reasons... work pl is no longer as fun and warm as before.. i m starting to look for other job and this means i got to withstand pay cut from my current unrealistic high pay... but still i m hangin till end of the yr then i will make te decision.. also, i wan a gd break.. since i started sch and work, i m drained and always tired with the tight project deadline and sch schedules... sianz...
Many thoughts to blog but dunno where to start.. somehow i m a little bit depressed (is it fat ppl get depressed easily.. i feel so!)... i came to realise many things about what ppl say abt r/s is true... it is easy to get into a r/s but so hard to maintain.. in a r/s, you r adding one more person to your personal life, close to you just like your family... you got to learn to accept, give and take, forgive and forget... sometimes you are high up in the sky,sometimes you are right down in the water... 1st time ever experiencing crying at the roadside and cryin in cab... i m just so not myself... yes, my bf is great guy but still quarrels happen, tears flow.... sometimes it makes me so tired that i just wanna return back to my old life... yet given my super loyal character i just cant... it is also quite true that 3mth honeymoon period is really 3mths... perhaps i m too sensitive but it seems to me that i saw some changes in attitude towards me slowly... not that it is bad, it is just becoming from super duper nice to nice now... well, i guess i m just so difficult to pleased... just not happy with my current self now.. not r/s but myself...

{ 6/21/2007 12:31:00 AM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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