Sunday, December 14, 2008.

Wow... it had been like 3mths since i blog??? hmmm.. yup.. gotten myself a new low-paying job.. :( but is a brand new experience for me working at a warehse environment... this new company is dealing with loreal products which includes shu uemura, biotherm, hr, lancom & perfumery... colleagues are fine so far except for one newly joined OM whom is too proud of himself to listen to others advices!!! my boss the GM is kinda ok la... nt too fussy but want things fast... i should count myself lucky for being able to get a job before the crisis sets in... thank god!!!

X'mas is coming, but does anyone feel the atm of xmas??? NOPE! perhaps due to the economic crisis bah... or perhaps is only me due to my lower salary??? well, my frenz r all doing away w xmas xchange due to busy schedules, last min arrangements & laziness bah... mayb as one grows older, they tend to do away with many fanciful ideas n get tired with all the oh-it's-so-fun gimmicks bah...

CNY is just 1 mth away n i m still carrying the stupid extra 5kgs on me... yucks... i feel god damn fat... hai... must try my very best to lose wt sia... else CNY ppl will start sayin i gain wt... sian...

Nightmares nv fail me once coz i just had 2 this week due to my previous employment w my stupid irritating fren... if anything should happened to her.. she deserves it!! seriously do... nt that i dun have a heart but watever she does to others n myself is definitely 100times worser... i just hope the coming 2009 would be better...

Sometimes guys thinking really frustrates me alot esp the way they disrespect gers.. degrade gers... treat gers as toys... play with gers feeling... yet to say themselves right! i totally cant condone their freaking childish n oh-i-m-so-man kinda thinking.. they got to start growing up n changing their thinking.. when they said gers r nothing, they better think twice coz they came fr woman and they better nt have sis or daughters coz if anything should happened to their sis/daughters like the way they treated their gfs.. they wont like it n wont be able to tolerate it! guys who think that gers cant live without them, wake up their f*cking ideas coz in this modern era, gers need not depend on guys for a living.. we fight for our own dreams, fulfil our own expenditure! really pisses me off the way some idiotic guys treat their gf or rather flings! unforgiveable!!!!! argh....

things had been quite ok for my pa's biz... is moving finally!! less burden on my shoulder... i just pray tat the fellow dun play my dad out... i m just getting freaking tired abt what's goin on for the past 1 yr... this yr was a real pain in the ass for me.. just so many things to handle n go through... so many emotional rollercoaster for me to go through all alone.. not that my frenz arent there for me... they are but one had to handle it herself... sometimes i wonder y i had to go through all these... when a ger is in a rs, she is just plainly stupid.. i m too! i hope i still wish to continue on with this n have the capability to hang on... tiredness seems to overwhelm me...

{ 12/14/2008 07:52:00 PM }

narcissism.

jEaNne Neo
14 mAy 1986
TaurUs/tIgresS
mFps, xMss, nyjC and sMa-sch of managemeNt
lOves sunFlowers, roseS, puRple, perFumes, clotHes!!!!, shOpping, eatIng, hangIng out with freNz, golden tAn n my family

materialist.

i want this

A better working environment
Good break
Sleep
10kg of fats off my body
Driving license
New cupboard.. i need more space for my clothes!
Killer abs so i can pierce my bellybutton!
Treat my family to dinner
Degree
A shoes cupboard for all my shoes!!!

voices.

memories.

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